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First day of attachment. Muntah cam gila babi.

Work It

Tomorrow will be my official first intensive work out day. Arghh, the girl postponed my personal training slot to Tuesday instead :0 nevermind. My attachment starts tomorrow as well; not really feeling dreadful about it, but not really excited also.

I hate to say this but I really have to lose weight. Macam shit. I do put on and lost weight before this but it's the natural way, I didn't starve or what because I reaaaally don't want to go back to my old unhealthy self where my mum actually had to force me to eat and find reasons to convince me to eat even just a small bite. But it's okay, that was 3 years ago hahaha but now seriously, I'm feeling the pressure from others. They keep telling me I'm fat, making horrible remarks and plus the mistake that good looking tailor did, I really have to lose a few kilos in order to fit into my uniform comfortably.

So I'll be expecting terrible mood swings from myself. Dammit, it seems like I'm really heading 3 years back. Which means very bad temper. I'll avoid communicating because the last time I checked, I'll punch myself with the celaka words I utter when I'm hungry and pms-ing.

Gahhh! I hope you guys understand.

VIP King bought for me a new phone cover

And I got myself a haircut; more like fringe cut.

Arghhhhh now I need to work out like crazyyyyy

By the way, my sis is back :D

Guiltily unguilty

Please tell me you know, I've got to let you go; I can't help falling out of love with you.

-The Civil Wars

Haven't you seen me sleepwalking? 

This time I'm not leaving without you

I've never felt so lonely, it's like a huge part of me is missing. This feeling is common but it was never this bad; every song and every words and action reminds me of them :(

I love you, Jie.

Buncit

I don't know why all of a sudden I'm having pretty mixed up feelings. I suddenly don't feel like going back to my college. I'm thinking of dropping kickboxing and sign up for gym instead or I'll probably just do both. Haha die ahh, that's what I do best when problem arises: avoid everyone, act dumb and run. Don't know ehh, everything feels so awkward. Awkward. AWKWARD. I said AWKWARD. wtf. Actually I don't know what it is that's awkward also HAHAHA

I'm so bored. I need to find someone ASAP. HEHEbye.

It's Springg!

I'm gonna visit every semester now hehehe

Been trying their beef burgers and they're goooood :0

Now I find Asian guys pretty cute! HOHOHO

Perth and spring; the weather where I don't bathe whole day and my hair still looks good!

Maaaaaaahh! (: