Endurance

I felt numb and for the first time my face was flushing pale red, but I didn't want to stop running. It's the only way for me to forget about everything, when I force myself to just concentrate in my breathing. I did black out for split seconds couple of times but I just kept running. I should've known that after all the sweats and runs, my useless problems are still there, and if I'm unlucky, who knows what might happen, was it even worth it? And worst, I don't even know what the exact problem is. A little of everything coming at once, makes me an immature whining underage kid. THIS WEEK HAS GOT TO BE WAY BETTER THAN THIS! You've got to be kidding me, where's your optimism? Get it back, no matter what, asap.