Hujan

I was browsing through my old pictures of different events and I realised in less than a year, I've changed so much. Maybe a year back then, I would never thought that this current part of me would ever happen. It's really such a huge difference. I wouldn't say I like myself now exactly, but I'm doing things I've felt like doing at least. But these things aren't actually making me happy, or become a better person. Ahh, if only life was much easier; like we're given notes for every action for every event. I feel like a huge joke to myself and people around me. Almost a month now, I'm annoyed with everyone. So fucking annoyed that I just wanna go on a killing spree. Hahaha. I fucking hate it when others put their lives into my responsibility. what the fuck? -.- Honestly, I'm seriously not gonna do this shit because I can't even take care of myself, and I don't intend for others to take care of me. So, be fair and square. You deal with your own life, I deal with mine.

I feel like punching people.