I hardly touch your face; I starve for your embrace

I woke up pretty early today but I spent too much time changing my clothes over and over again. That's the woman part that I hate about myself. Clothing-grumpy mood this morning, that's why. In fact, I was feeling very happy and wanted to dress something happy! but ended up I only have tees and shorts. Hahaha. I reached the bus stop probably bout 2minutes earlier than the usual bus arrival time, but I waited until 7.20am, still no bus, and class starts at 8am! If it's a lecture, I'd skip but it's tutorial, attendance taken manually, so better late than never :O I took another bus to Serangoon station instead. Already missing my daily one-way bus trip, I hate changing stations, hahaha. Went to a few wrong directions before getting the right one. Was running all the way to the tutorial room, ever seen a running pig? HAHAHA. But I was a little earlier than the lecturer BUT GUESS WHAT? It's actually the lecturer who was in the same train as mine -__________- Should've walked instead. I sweat, and I had blisters all over my feet. But guess what weight watchers out there? I burnt tonnes of calories. -.-

My current favourite song is by Crossbreed Supersoul. It's "Be Mine".

You are a queen I am your kingdom
No matter what I could
Be all the prints to all your questions
We know it can be crual
But I refuse to lose it all
To those who think we should not be true
And I won't give up

I hardly touch your face
I starve for your embrace You're beautiful
My lips just want a kiss
I'm dying to be with you
So beautiful

Be mine

I could be killed, tortured at will
No matter what they could
Cut off my wings, take all my reason
We know they can be crual
But my love diffuse
I see your eyes they help me to see you
God knows I need to, I need to

Please, be mine

It's really beautiful. I've never heard such good lyrics that can make me really feel happy and sad at the same time. You know how I've always wanted to be treated like a Queen instead of a princess HAHAHA I know this has no connection but you know how every girl is waiting to be treated like a princess, a prince giving them candies, flowers, giving rides in a white horse, swooning them off their feet with romantic cheesy lines, giving them promises how they're going to last forever, then exchanging vows, have creepy babies, love and then die happily ever after. I like to watch SOME guys doing these to their girlfriends, it can be quite a sweet scene to look at. I want something same and different. The ideal one would be fighting and smashing each others' heads, clawing, shooting and suddenly you just kiss passionately and make up. HAHAHAwtf. And when I decided to open my inbox after such a 'long' time, I got a message from you, the one that I forgot who'd call me his Queen (HAHAHA), the one who'd accompany me playing mental torture games, then randomly get lost in words and suddenly it's like we're best friends who loves each other but knows very well, nothing can/should happen. And the best part is, I'm not emotionally affected by any of these, besides being happy. I don't miss you, but when we talk, I really do, but not in a cheesy way. Hahaha, but I never expected these from you. It's nice, just going with the flow without being attached to each other. (:


Need to sleep, morning classes till 4pm, Kickboxing camp at 7pm till Sunday. Will continue when I get back. Hahaha (:

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Habis. Woke up only an hour after my sleep. I need to sleep but I really can't. I'm going to give up kickboxing for tomorrow I guess. Really want to spend time with my sister. She's flying off real soon, and she'll be far away. Had an awesomeee day today, and it's a miracle that I did not pms at all today. And we kept jalan and jalan and jalan and jalan while holding hands, like we're so in love HAHAHAHA (: I'm going to miss her a lot a lot a lot a lot! So now, save money, September, I'll be flying to Perth. WOOOOOO.

Babi Mongkeh

I'm hungry and I'm gonna go grab a Double Cheese Burger because the McShakers is back.

WOOOOOOOO.

Pig Monkey Sweat!

I'm sweating like a pig now, the redness on my body due to the heat is making me look even more like a pig HAHAHA Had the usual unnecessary shoutings with mum over the phone, I still don't get her. But it's okay, I received a very very very very good email just now! Hahahaha :) :D :DD

Acoustic Mind: At a loss

This will be the last week of my semester break and I'll be going to spend it with my sister. A huge challenging promise to myself: Do not ever find fault with her, no matter what! Hahaha. We're going to spend it good. :D

Have a great weekend everyone.

Lovelies.

SHAKEitSHAKE.

I have no idea what I had done to my blog. The layout, including the previous post, it looks like a typical hotel advertisement webpage! But the problem is, I can't even remember how my blog used to look like, I just remember it as being pinkish HAHAHA. Hmm, I spent a week of my semester break sleeping. I sleep at 7am and wake up at 4pm. I eat, laze around, have another quick nap, and eat again, then online and die. Hahaha, but really, I sleep like a dead log. I tried setting my alarm every single day, and I always wake up 4-5hours later. o.- I suddenly forgot what's the point of this post. That's it I guess.

Oh, I miss talking to someone. :p

Wind touches your hair.

Supposed to be here this coming Wednesday to Friday.

Sounds crazy but yes, someone invited me to this event.

Awesome.

But it's in Jamaica.

wtf.

Have a great week ahead!

(:

Jumping Jack.

No wonder you say you can't keep up.

Me neither.

Alexandher (:

I decided to write to him.

And he replied!

:D

I was thinking, Okay, that's it.

The normal single Q&A.

And then! Okay, maybe this is it.

Hahaha, and I'm seriously not kidding about flying over.

WHO DOES NOT KNOW ALEXANDHER?!

He's an electronica/indie/pop singer songwriter from LA.

His songs are catchy.

Song titles and lyrics are epicly asshole.

He's cocky.

But he's nice, he takes time to reply to us.

Like what he said about himself:

"I'm a nice asshole. :)"

Remember how I was into CeeLo Green's F song to get me through the shit days?

Now it's Goodbye CeeLo;

And helloooooooo

ALEXANDHER.

Aye to Zee.

It's already nine plus in the morning and I haven't gotten any sleep. Mum gave tonnes of tasks before she left for school as dad will be celebrating his birthday party tomorrow. Serious shit, I only finished with the mopping and sweeping. Floor is shiny like Shu Qi's face but the worst and what I hate most have not been done: SCRUBBING THE DAMN TOILETS AND BATHROOM. -___________- SIAL. And dusting. Double SIAL. I was floating at first and now I feel very sleepy. -_____________________-

There's an arc.

Under the Tuscan Sun. Running With Scissors. I really am looking forward to life. :D

These are the days; it never rains but it pours.

I see another soul grasping for air;

trying to live another day.

Trying to be like others;

seeing life in a better perspective.

Trying to hold on what's left;

and trying to give up.

Life is like a routine;

no more a joy.

Living for her kids;

but what good deeds they've done?

I slowly see her getting fed up;

of life and all.

-Katrina-

The fat one has to speak.

I want to smash down my room wall and make it an open balcony. I want to move to a place where the brightest stars shine. I want to hang glittery lights all over my room and watch them glow at night. I want to have alternate days where I dress and make people turn heads. I want to ride on a hot air balloon and scream at the top of my lungs. I want to grab a stranger and kiss him, then tell him goodbye. I want to wear the lightest clothes and walk around the streets like I'm the only one there. I want to go to Paris and act like a woman in love. I want to buy bouquets of flowers and roses and throw them on the streets. I want a bed filled with stuffy pillows and take a knife and just keep stabbing each of them till the feathers fly everywhere. I want to grab the best guy and dance with him in the rain. I want to force him to beat me up so that I'd cry my lungs out. I want to go for a comedy and be the one laughing the hardest and loudest. I want to sit beside an old lady on the streets and make her laugh. I want to shave my head and let the wind blow on them. I want to dive into the deep blue sea and stare into the soulless pair of shark's eyes. I want to go to every woman in love and whisper to them: you're being cheated. I want to go to every guy in love and tell them to bring out their inner gay self. I want to make every guy believe they're gay. I want every woman to be soulless. Or I want to see everyone cry in disappointment. I want to see the world wake up and face reality. I want to see a world with sense, peace and justice. I want to see gold scattered around the streets and yet no one picks them up. I want to see myself standing at the top of the mountain. I want to feel the pain. I want to feel the happiness. I want to feel the loneliness. I want to feel relieved. I want to feel anger. I want to feel lightness. I want serenity. And I'll feel complete.

Changes in My Family.

Now when people asks how many siblings do I have, I'll answer FOUR. Kelvin, Karen, Victor and Myself. And yesterday, when my Biology lecturer asked: Any of you here has a twin?, I'd raise up my hand. And I'd elaborate,"Different timing though. Four years apart but we have an identical face, hair, height, smile, laughter, everything." It sounds quite ridiculous right? But my lecturer was actually amused and explained sometimes, SOMETIMES, things like that do occur. As in we're actually twins but we're born at a different time. But yes of course, four years apart is a little ridiculous. Hahaha but heck, everyone gets confused by the both of us, including our long time old friends! SO yes, I have a twin now as well. (:

Left: Karen.

Right: Moi.

I'm Loving the changes.

:)

Eternal. Mark My Words. (:

I went for Karaoke with Steph and Christine last night and I don't know who chose this song and I was really missing my hometown friends. As I grow up, as I meet more people and friends from various backgrounds, but really, nothing and no one can or will ever take over their place in my brain. We have shared so many bittersweet memories. From hating each other, we grow so sticky as we grow up.

Jia Chee, Ee Ling, Michelle, Happy 12th Anniversary.

Yee Nee, Happy 7th Anniversary.

Cindy, Lee Ee Happy 6th Anniversary.

Jin Wee, Happy 4th Anniversary.

Siew Ching, Chee Pei, Soo Yen, Happy 3rd Anniversary.

Thank you for being there with me through the good and bad times.

You guys never for once stabbed me from behind and disappointed me.

The BEST, you all never judged me.

MERCI BEAUCOP.

:)