Wednesday truth.

When I sound positive or am being positive, I'm actually trying to brainwash myself into thinking that these shit are just temporary and it will soon be over. When I'm openly negative, it means I've already given up trying to look at it in a positive way so when I say fuck it, I mean it to the core of my hatred heart. Which all of these bringing to the main reason why I don't share what I'm thinking or what I'm going through. Telling me "hang in there, I feel you" is just gonna piss me off even more because you don't and admit it, most of us blatantly say them just for the sake of saying it. I don't mean to sound unappreciative but I need solutions, not another read-from-the-book comfort.