Tomorrow will be my official first intensive work out day. Arghh, the girl postponed my personal training slot to Tuesday instead :0 nevermind. My attachment starts tomorrow as well; not really feeling dreadful about it, but not really excited also.
I hate to say this but I really have to lose weight. Macam shit. I do put on and lost weight before this but it's the natural way, I didn't starve or what because I reaaaally don't want to go back to my old unhealthy self where my mum actually had to force me to eat and find reasons to convince me to eat even just a small bite. But it's okay, that was 3 years ago hahaha but now seriously, I'm feeling the pressure from others. They keep telling me I'm fat, making horrible remarks and plus the mistake that good looking tailor did, I really have to lose a few kilos in order to fit into my uniform comfortably.
So I'll be expecting terrible mood swings from myself. Dammit, it seems like I'm really heading 3 years back. Which means very bad temper. I'll avoid communicating because the last time I checked, I'll punch myself with the celaka words I utter when I'm hungry and pms-ing.
Gahhh! I hope you guys understand.
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