One word communication

Dad.

Me.

There's a GermanFest going on in Changi. There's gonna be alot of good

Beer.

Noo.. There'll be music, German delights and German

Beer.

Hahaha you ahh.

Will there be German boys?

Yes, very good looking young German guys. Then you can have their

Beer.

There will be beer of course, but you can choose not to have them.

In the future can I marry a German guy?

Why, of course. Then everyday I can have 

Beer?

German knuckles.

HAHAHAwhaaaat? And beer?

Well yes, and their beer.

"To Alcohol!"

-Homer Simpsons.

We weren't serious actually, but I know he is about the German Knuckles! HAHAHA my mum kept telling me,"Just do what you want okay? We have full confidence in you. We have full trust in you. Don't feel guilty about everything and start blaming yourself. Live life. Don't have to worry. We believe you're big enough to do what you think is right." But it actually made me feel worse. Because I am still planning to run away. But screw responsibility, I know I'll force myself to be stuck here for another five and a half years. 

MARTHUR

FARKAR.

It's the clear mind now that pujuk myself to just bear another six years. But I seriously don't know what am I gonna do when I'm not. Honestly, the one thing I'm worried about is the route I'll be taking alone every Monday night after my Kickboxing. That's one thing I can't promise myself. I don't know. I wanna go home with my parents tomorrow. I don't even feel like stepping into college anymore. I really want to leave this place. I'm really thinking of someplace already. WHY DO I HAVE SO MANY TIED DOWNS CONCERNING MONEY!? 

I know you don't really trust yourself now, Katrina.

But please believe this:

you SUCK.