Spoilt Nails

I know I really lost it this time because before this, I can at least sense that He's there waiting for me while I struggle to turn back to Him. This time, I'm avoiding any kinda contact with Him effortlessly. I'm not gonna give a shit about what others are gonna say or be disappointed about.

"The fact is, I can't fool you, any one of you. It simply isn't fair to you or me. The worst crime I can think of would be to rip people off by faking it and pretending as if I'm having 100% fun."

-Kurt Cobain-