Lonely Fish

Ryan Hamilton

Like lost puppies, Emily, ManMang and I entered the exam hall not knowing where our seats are. They had this number seat list on the entrance door and every single one just knew what their numbers are and where they're supposed to sit. I felt like I was watching a magic trick show :0 The paper was pretty easy, but I don't know, I felt like I was floating when answering the questions, I didn't feel anything hahaha. I think I just threw in a load of information. I get very restless in exam halls because I just can't sit at one position for long, and what's more in a silent environment.  I'm more of a visual learner, so I actually 'see' my notes and it's arrangement laying in front of me HAHAHA don't ask me how I do it, it just appears :0 

The bus left in front of me, I hate getting on public transports so I decided to walk home from school, BUT hahaha, I planned to get home and just sleep so I didn't want to sweat sooooo, I walked to the next bus stop and continued waiting for the next bus hahaha

I came home, checked my mails and straight away terlantar on my bed. I planned to sleep till the next day since I only had two hours of sleep the previous morning, but then after two hours, I shot up. -________- I wonder if there's a disorder called the Two Hourly Sleep Disorder hahaha :0

Hmm, two. I feel it's getting worse than usual. To certain issues, I force myself  to be in a denial state; thinking not caring at all may eventually be a better way for me to not be bothered? :0 Hahahaha, I don't know how to phrase it. I think I did quite a terrible mistake about something, now that I'm feeling pretty unsafe. Hahahaha hmmmm d'oh? It's okay. Poop happens. (:

There are times I just question myself,

"What and Why"

Answer to self?

Mm chaaaaaaaaii.

HAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAokaybyee.