These two weeks have been like a roller coaster ride. Everything's just passing me by so quickly that I can't even hardly catch hold of anything. Opinions, perspectives and feelings change so quickly every second that I don't even know what is everything about. Hahaha. I'm thinking maybe this is one of those trying-to-define-yourself moments? But isn't it a little too late for my age? Hahaha. I'm feeling so tensed and afraid of every single thought I have in me, but I'm trying hard to be as optimistic as possible, which I hope it's a good thing, at least.
Sometimes I hope it's cancer or tumor, at least I have an explanation for the confusion! HAHAHA. Life seems so boring and 'happening' at times. Not really boring, just feels like I'm living a static routine everyday and incredibly, time seems to move faster this way. See what I'm trying to say? Every line I typed has been negative and suddenly positive and back to negative. It's jumping all around! Hahaha.
I hope the usual happy pig monkey Katrina comes back quickly and stays! HAHAHA
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