I'm still gonna shine; and I'll tell you why

Time is running out and I'm still not picking up my phone. Exactly how many hours left, I don't know, but I know it's soon and I hope she doesn't mind. She knows me well enough that I hate phone calls. I know this should be made as an exception, but no, I'm still not picking up the phone! Hahaha.

My dearest sister Karen,

I really can't thank you enough for every single thing you've done for me. You know I love you right, even though I hardly show it. I do actually, all the time, it may just turn out to be a pissed off face to you. :p Hahaha, but seriously, I think you know. HAHAHA. When you were in your crazy PMS phase, you've uttered not few ugly accusations, hahaha, at THAT moment, really, I wanted to just walk out and promise myself to never get back in there with you and what made myself fulfill that promise, is that you always act as if nothing happened when you're calmed. -______________- AND guess what. The next visit, i always fail to say: "No. I don't want to stay with you." every single time you ask me to! HAHAHAfml.

You said you 'know' that I'm thinking you're the worst sister one could ever have, I wish that you'd die on your way home, I wish that you'd be a normal sister for once, studying hard, earning money, spending on me, be a holy role model but honestly, not even one of that came across my mind, even when we had the worst fight. You wanna know what I really think? You are the BEST sister one could ever ask for, you're the smartest, not ignorant at all, you earn enough, you spend on me more than you could earn (HAHAHA), and I'd love to see your stupid stare and your stupid voice calling me 'Kathy~' or 'Roxy~' (for now) the minute I open my eyes. I loooove it when Aunty Fay always scold us: "YOU TWO AH! Can TALK TALK TALK TALK whole day! Wake up, start TAAAAALKING till you sleep! Is there so much to talk about?!" HAHAHAHAHAHA. :D

You taught me a lot of stupid things as well. HAHAHA. But you know I enjoy them more than what 'normal' sisters do to their younger siblings. (:

One more thing that I'd always be grateful about is, you made a happy kid from a depressed one. :p

The last week we spent together may not be the most exciting one, but it was definitely one of the best ones. (:

I'm never worried, but I know you're always worried about me because you know me too well! :D I promise, I'll try my best to not let you down and not to be the ones we hate most. (:

I still hope that you do understand and not get disappointed if I still don't call you when you leave. I can't go to school with big puffy eyes tomorrow. :p

You're the best!

I'll see you in September.

Always remember:
Patrick and I love you this much!
:DD