Heard you downstairs crying, feeling like such a mess.

I was deciding between fifty dollars or kick boxing. This month I'd already have to pay the fees, including uniform for $50 so yesssss, I decided to carry on because I'm really interested in it. Mid May I'm gonna have to pay another thirty for a camp which will lead me to a 'promotion' of a Yellow Belt. (:

And tomorrow, I'll be one of them.

The NYP Percussion Team.

:D

But booo, my account's getting empty and I don't know how to tell mum. I've already 'hinted' saying that I had to pay off alot of bills and the main necessary things and she also buat bodoh. Before leaving back here, she 'asked' "You still have money in your bank right?" and as I am, I hateee to ask or even mention about money so I just nodded my head. And she said "Good." which made me felt worse. :( Everyday tahan don't makan the whole day and waiting to go home to eat whatever's leftover from yesterday's dinner or whatever fast food that mum brought up earlier to save money. Pghhhhhh. Really so shittu. Eat also don't dare and will think quadruple times. T______________________________T Just hope that time passes faster so that it won't seem as if I used up alot in a short period of time. :( HAIHHHHHHHHH.

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HAIHHHHHH.