For the first time in my life, I've been studying till I forget my meals. My health is deteriorating and I've been experiencing vertigo every now and then. Hahaha! I'm not stressed but then so many things happened last year which increases the risk of me screwing up my papers by 83736282926 times than the usual rate has made me wanting to prove myself wrong. For the first time my mum says "this time round, it's enough to just pass" instead of the usual "do well, we know you can" hahaha they don't wanna pressure me either and I feel bad. After all the endless troubles and worries and tears, I wanna let them know that I'm really alright and they shouldn't worry about me, especially when it comes to studies.
I wanna be a strong, educated and respectable woman. I've been in and out the hospitals for visits that it made me see so many things in life that I was once ignorant about. I regained my passion. I really wanna make a difference in this world through nursing. I know I'm gonna love my job. I may not want to retire as a nurse but I'll definitely be doing something quite the same. I will not stop caring for the world; even if it's gonna risk my life. God does not send me here without a purpose. (:
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