I wanna stop medication and treatment but I'm not allowed to, eventhough they gave me the "the final decision is up to you, depending on what you're comfortable with" crap beforehand.
You see, I hate doctors. They don't do much help, that's what I think. They're pretty task oriented; I go for a 10min of basic interrogation and that's it, collect my medication from the pharmacist and pay the effing expensive bills. Dafuq! They forced me to live on meds but I didn't even touch any of them, what's the point? For the next appointment, I'll either just be honest that I'm not taking them or just bullshit with you that I am and I'm feeling so much better, which will cost me more money because you think it's working so, fuck my life.
Honesty it is! HAHA
When I'm not okay you tell me the only solution is medication. And when I'm handling myself well, you tell me it's due to the previous od. WADAFUQ! So you're telling me I can't take care of myself without your help? Well, screw you.
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