解脫

I don't know why I'm having such mixed feelings. I'm starting to feel extremely, I don't know. I miss waking up at ten in the morning, take a quick shower and go for brunch with Aunty Fay and my sister. Then we'd go to Oriental Cravings and while Aunty Fay takes care of her shop, Karen and I would go to Starbucks and have a tall Americano at kid's temperature and a cup of ice or a cup of Iced Shaken Lemonade Zen Tea. :'(

Maybe because of that day's call I answered her rudely about the route to my place that made her sick of me and not wanting to come up this Wednesday. :'(

I hate the fact that I'll cry at night. :'(

I'm listening to her favourite sad song. :'(

I miss my sister. :'(

I'm sorry.