Hehe.

Just got back from college, opened my email and received a reply from the HR Department of SGH saying that they're just going to keep my application for further consideration and wishes to see my upcoming semester results. :'( I kept calling mum and dad and none of them picked up my calls. I can't even get through my sister's phone. :'( I feel like such a sore loser. I screwed up my Chemistry and Biology during my SPM. I'm not even sure if I want to break this news to mum and dad. The first thing that everyone will worry is about the money. Steph said if God closes one door, He'll open another. I get that, and I believe things do happen for a reason. Does He thinks I'm not ready? Or is this a punishment for spending the money mum gave because I had confidence in getting the scholarship? But I really didn't have any clothes with me that's why I bought a few. :'( I feel like a pile of shit. :(